This bloody page has cut out on me twice.

I feel very uninspired at the moment.
Nothing's changed and I don't really understand why, so it's probably just Wild Mood Swings.
But it scares me when I feel empty.

How can the whole internet be so boring?
I have no music I want to hear.
Just spent a productive hour playing the five jingles from John that make up 'Musique d'Ameublement" and workig out which ones belong to the cassette, LP and CD of From Brussels With Love. Sorted now, and written down for the definitve discography later.
Have discovered that he is down to play two gigs in Italy on Dec 1 and Dec 2 but it seems no-one in the UK has 'announced' this so I'm not going to put it on the firum.
I can find out like that, so can everyone else.
Interesting though that even Malins hasn't released the news - is he started to get left out of the loop as well now?

The book I am reading (HP and the Order of the Phoenix) hasn't been opened for a few days and doesn't fill me with enthusiasm.
Seems to be very well written though and follows on from Prisoner of Azkaban - so what is the Goblet of Fire all about??

Watched the film of Azkaban last week with Flo and enjoyed it again. I understand the plot now too, which I couldn't when I first read the book. It seems to me that it is in this book that JKR starts to introduce later storylines and 'plans ahead' for the first time in the series. Moving more towards literature than before, which is no bad thing.
Watching the DVD tho I remember the first time I saw the film in the cinema with Biscuit, and how uncomfortable I felt watching Emma Watson. She is really gorgeous in that film, and HG suddenly stopped being a whinging precocious b*tch.

I felt just as awkward with it this time round too, and I am wondering how much that worries me?

Sometimes I am reminded of the fragile state of my humanity. I scare myself.

Pictures, I've got pictures
And I run them in my head
When I can't sleep at night

It's a sign I need to pull things in.
Look Above to find strength within.

…Let there be Light