A quite but exhausting weekend.
Trx is worn out, I'm nervous and the kids are getting stir crazy.
I managed to get most of the remaining jobs done on the garden, but that meant I didn't get round to taking them out on Sunday and, shock horror, they had to start at home and entertain themselves all day.
My children are rubbish at that.
It's out fault no doubt, because we have probably overdone the going out, organising things and keeping them busy.
And everyone did say that Flow as such an easy baby that she would be more difficult when she gets older. WOndering if that is starting already.
Neither of us is sleeping now. WHy am I so nervous.
It seems to be a Bigger Deal this time round than perhaps ever before and I'm lacking in confidence at the moment.
Had a good prayer session with CR and Sara this weekend which has reinforced a few things, but I could really do with a new baby now rather than all this tense waiting.
Steve is NOT now coming today as his meetings have agin been cancelled.
Disappointing, but CD takes some of the pressure off.
Three copie sof the interview CDs have gone out now, including the session tracks.
I wasn't intending to trade these as there is little that I don't have no obviously, but people are being extremely generous. I'll be getting copies of "Closed Gone Fishing" and "Deep Electric Blue" (Louis Gordon) and, allegedly, a copy of the 6 track Concert bootleg DVD of the Sheffield gig that has just gone into circulation.
Excellent stuff. I can get the sound files off and make a CD to pass on.
Most excitng of all tho is a hint by RH that he will be sending me a copy of those five songs!!
Unbelievable. Apaprently even the man himself doesn't know they exist and believes his masters to be the only copies. There is some dissent building up now within the inner sanctum of EV I fear - I sense that all is not harmonious between the two that run it. For the first time over the weekend he offered extensive criticism of things, quite personal things too, and suggested that I don't copy her in on our exchanges.
This is not good.
People keep asking us about names,a nd I realise that if its a boy we have a challenge ahead. The scan said 'unlikely', but suddenly Trx announced that she thinks it could be...
One's head is all over the place.












